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Destinesia

by Monotonist

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    Mass Suicide Society Conspiracy brings you a limited edition of 50 cassette tapes!!

    This physical edition of "Destinesia" is presented to you on a solid white silk-screened pro tapehoused in a clear/black case.
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1.
DAMAGED PEOPLE ARE DANGEROUS BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE AND IF YOU'VE NEVER BEEN DAMAGED YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ALIVE AND BREATHING, SO TAKE A DEEP BREATH CAUSE A ROAD WITH NO OBSTACLES AND PAIN NEVER MEANT ANYTHING, IT NEVER TOOK YOU ANYWHERE THESE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL THESE WALLS THEY MAKE IT ALL WORSE DRINKS AND DRUGS HELP TO GET ME THROUGH DEPRESSIONS BUT I KNOW MY TIME IS DUE NO ONE WILL CATCH MY FALL THESE WALLS KEEP CLOSING IN HAVE YOU EVER FELT THE NEED TO BUY A ROPE? TO BE FREE? I´M ALL ALONE NO NEED FOR SECOND THOUGHTS I CHOSE ANOTHER PATH RESTLESSNESS REST NO ONE WILL CATCH MY FALL
2.
Homesick 03:05
I CAN`T FIND A PLACE OF MY OWN AND I FEEL I NEVER HAD A HOME CAUSE I.... I TINGED MY DAYS GREY; ALL IS LOST AND I COVERED LOVE LIKE GROWING MOSS CAUSE I... I CANNOT BEAR ALL OF YOUR COMPASSION AND I`M SICK OF PRETENDING THAT I DO FIT I CHOKE A CLOT OF FRUSTRATION AND DISMAY AND THE DAY MY LIFE BROKE; MY PAIN ALL WENT AWAY; I`M LED ASTRAY I WITHDRAW FAITH, I LOST CONFIDENCE IN EVERYTHING AROUND ME, I CAN`T BREATHE NO MORE SICK WAYWARD SON I AM I CAN`T ESCAPE BEWILDERED AND SICK TO THE TEETH I CAN`T ESCAPE I CANNOT STAND ALL OF OUR HYPOCRISY (HOMESICK; I´M SICK) AND I`M SICK OF PRETENDING THAT WE STILL CARE I AM WONDERING WHY WE SOLD OUT ON ALL OUR CHANCES? ...ON ALL OF OUR DREAMS? ...ON ALL OF WHICH WAS ONCE SUPPOSED TO BE OUR LIFE? WE LOST IT ALL
3.
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF SAVE ME FROM THE WORLD SURROUNDING ME CAN`T YOU REACH OUT TO MY DAYMARE? CAN`T YOU REACH OUT SO I DON`T HAVE (TO).... THIS IS WHERE THE RIVER FLOWS INTO THE SEE AND THIS IS WERE MY NIGHTMARES BECOME DAYMARES FOR ALL OF US TO SEE ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO FEEL SOMETHING ELSE BUT I ALWAYS TOOK THE WRONG TURNS AND IT ALL LED ME ASTRAY ALL I EVER WANTED WAS SOMEONE ELSE ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE SOMEONE ELSE THIS IS WERE MY FINGERS REACH OUT FOR THE BLADE THIS IS WHERE MY BLOOD FLOWS DOWN THE DRAIN TO FINALLY SET ME FREE I CAN FEEL THE WARMTH ASCEND SLOWLY COMFORTING ME TAKING OVER EVERYTHING SORROW MERGES WITH FEAR I CANNOT ESCAPE I PASSED THE POINT OF NO RETURN PLEASE SISTER DON´T YOU MOURN PLEASE SAVE YOUR TEARS THIS IS WERE ALL ANSWERS AND ALL PROMISES FADE THIS IS WHERE THE SHORTEST STRAW´S BEEN PULLED
4.
Nosedive 02:16
MY HEAD FEELS SICK, IT`S BECOMIN A PROBLEM MORE AND MORE I FEEL CLUSTERFUCKED AND RAZED CAN`T GET ALONG WITH YOU WHAT IF I WOULD EVER LOSE CONTROL? SCRATCH THE WOUND? IF I COULD ONLY MAKE YOU FEEL AS FUCKED UP AS I FEEL i WANNA SEE YOU NOSEDIVE RIGHT INTO THE GROUND AND I BET I WOULD ENJOY EVERY MOTHERFUCKING SECOND OF IT! FEELS GOOD TO SEE YOU ON THE FLOOR CONJURED A SMILE ON MY FACE GAVE ME ONEHELL OF A GOOD TIME IT MADE ME FEEL SOMUCH BETTER CAUSE I NEEDED IT AND LOVED TO SEE YOU NOSEDIVE RIGHT INTO THE GROUND AND I HOPE YOU DID ENJOY EVERY MOTHERFUCKING MOMENT OF IT!
5.
WAYWARD THROUGH MY DEEPEST NIGHTS YOU SHONE A LIGHT THROUGH SKIES ALL GREY YOU WALKED THROUGH MY BROKEN GLASS WHEN ALL I DID WAS TO BETRAY YOU I FELT NO REGRETS I FELT UNABLE TO RETREAT I WAS THE BEARER OF TRUTH I FELT I HAD NOTHING TO LOOSE...BUT YOU LOVELORN MEMORIES ARISE MAKE ME LIE STILL AND STARE ALL ALONE BUT AFTER ALL THAT WE`VE BEEN THROUGH MY FAITH WAS BURIED OH SO DEEP I GAVE UP ON US, LEFT ALL VOWS BEHIND AND SILENTLY WALKED AWAY FROM US CAUSE TIME AIN´T NO HEALER AND MY SCARS REMAIN THE SAME IN A WORLD UNSANE AND INANE LOVELORN MEMORIES ARISE MAKE ME LIE STILL AND STARE ALL ALONE BUT AFTER ALL THIS IS ANOTHER PATH I PAVED ALONE I´M STUCK WITH EVERYTHING I EVER KNEW I´VE LOST THIS BATTLE LONG AGO THERE´S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO SHOW SO I LET GO

about

"Destinesia" represents the bands effort to redefine themselves in the variety of genres and personal backgrounds from which the individual members derive from. Albeit the musical foundation of "Destinesia" is rooted deep in a pop-ish demand for melodies, the fact that Monotonist are tuned down low to the deep end of the scale gives these 5 songs a very heavy twist. The gloom and melancholia of the lyrics also add up to the fact that Monotonist is about to fill their own niche between feral approach and appealing rocking execution.

credits

released October 7, 2019

Drums and guitar recorded by M. T. in 2019 at the Monotonist rehearsal space
Additional guitar, bass and vocals recorded in 2019 by R. K. at Noize Chamber studios
Mixed by R. K. at Noize Chamber studios
Mastered by J. O. at Hidden Planet studios

Monotonist consists of:

S. U. - vocals
M. T. - guitar
T. H. - bass/vocals
C. H. - drums/vocals

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